Oh dear what can the matter be

It is not easy to be totally comfortable in social situations when you have poor self image and feel you are like totally the fattest person there.
Photos are the killer.
Went out with friends from work last night for Emma’s 21st birthday celebration. At home beforehand, felt I looked ok, just about. But once I got there, and of course you are surrounded by slim people – well, no amount if ‘sucking it in, holding it in, trying to appear slimmer worked. A situation made WORSE when photo’s started being taken and shown.
Oh dear

Feeling very FAT last night (above).

On a lighter note here’s my garden, newely mowed!
Mega chuffed in work yesterday as when I got weighed I’d lost 2 and a half pounds!!!!