Stop me eating

OMG how much am I scoffing lately? Way too much. It’s like I don’t have a ‘full up’ alert. Most annoying.
My denim skirt is getting tight. Weirdly the scales register the same weight as last few weeks. I am worried that I will wake up in the morning 2 sizes bigger.
Had my hair done today, on a whim. Was very nice to go to hairdressers, but do they have to have Quite So Many mirrors?

New hair cut/colour

Didn’t do any exercise today. Oh, went to dentist. She said I have an infection and gave me strong 3 day antibiotics, then I have to go back for another different course of antibiotics. No wonder my mouth has been painful. Would like to say it’s stopped me eating so much, but oh no not a chance.

Felt in a mood earlier, well first thing this morning as I have buggar all in my wardrobe that is nice or fits me. Tired of black, horrid colour. I like pretty things. Going to burn my leggings when I lose weight and never ever wear such things again.

I love pretty dresses.

Lovely day

Had a lovely day out in Chester, just J and I. He parks quite away from the city centre, so a good longish walk. Very hot and sunny out though.

Holy crap, my errrrrr…….. boobies look like balloons, not a good look. Pic by Chester river Dee.

We walked over the suspension bridge (above). Had lunch is a little tea-rooms. I had cream cheese sandwich with spring onion and salad and few crisps.
After a few hrs J said his knee was hurting and my back had started to hurt so we headed back to the car, bought and ate a cornetto on the way, silly me.

Can’t believe how much I binged tonight whilst watching a diet programme.
3 packets ‘lite’ crisps
2 strawberry cornettos
1 ham and tomato sandwich
A plate of ham and tomatoes

I am not happy with myself.

Omg

Got weighed at the diabetic clinic today – not nice hearing those kind of numbers. On the plus side my BP was 106/84.

Photo of me when I lost weight in 2003, why did it seem so much easier then?

Another skinnier pic, ‘sigh’.
Work was ok today……haha, helped by it being Friday! We are, or really me, wanting to all go out tomorrow (me, Neil and J&R). I’d quite like to go to a craft centre. Need to do some gardening, can’t do much as knackered me joints unfortunately. (Moan, moan).

Well it’s twenty to one in the morning, better get to sleep.

Not in the mood

Not in the mood for dieting of any sort. Got too many emotional problems and stress at moment. I am just about eating g ok, a few too many egg toasties on the George Forman!!!!
Now if I could just relax and chill and not feel the need to
comfort eat I’d be ok.